User Profile

I'm kinda awesome!! I listen to my music too loud, I write but it all sucks and I'm loved by a lot of people and if you mess with me you better look out!! :| (onlynotreally)

My favorite color is purple and Chuck Kenders and Petuna Skylander are my homies... Oh, and Skeley Ton Feemer. ;)

I can't live without music... Literally. :| I'm learning to play guitar, drums, and piano. It makes me so happy. When I die I want my ashes to be tossed in the ocean with a pair of my Chucks and my guitar. ;)

I don't think I wear my heart on my sleeve but if you've got that special something that gets me rapped up in you, I fall for you. Hard. But that's only happened twice. One time nothing ever really happened and, well, if you know me, you know the other story... I never recovered from either and I doubt I ever will.

I'm not perfect... I'm quite the opposite actually. I screw up all the time and I'm constantly reminded of my mistakes. I’m standing on the edge of my cliff ready to dive off at any one moment. Loneliness is something I have to deal with only because I feel I do it to myself. That and insomnia but I can't help that. But the boardies get me through it. :)

If I ever hurt you I'm sure it's by mistake unless you know otherwise. It takes a lot for you to gain my trust. It's not your fault though. I've been betrayed a few times by close friends and I’ve never let it go... I built walls that probably won't disintegrate until my savior comes along... Which may be never. Although, I've been told by my mother I'm a "lying little brat" so it might be hypocryitcal of me to not trust you.

I've noticed that I'm a bit gullible and I have an awful temper. Don't piss me off because I will knock your face in. No matter who you are. I can be very witty but I have no real conscience. Only concerning things about my brother do I worry about what I say. Weird hugh?

I constantly obsess over little mistakes I've made or wrong things I've said or stupid things I've done, ect....

Well, if I've left anything out I guess I'll just add it later. Haha...If you wanna get to know me, just ask. I'm a terribly shy person so I might not approach you first... (But I'm beginning to get over that.) If you wanna know anything more, just ask me... "I'm always there for you... Even if you aren't always here for me."

True. Fucking. Love. <3 <3

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